Rooster's Blog: October 28, 2008

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This was originally intended for those who have AML & stumbled across my blog in their search for information or survivors. I also used this to keep in touch with the real world, my support system was vital in my recovery and I also used it to sustain some form of sanity. I am a realist, and I have learned this has been and always will be a fight for my life. The initial leukemia battle is still here in the archives for all my fellow AML Warriors. There is so much information and no one wants to tell you. If you are just starting your treatment you may not even think to ask questions just because you are so sick. Please checkout my archives but start back in September 2008 and work your way towards today. There is a lot to read and a ton of type-o's, but it is all there the good the bad and the ugly. I challenged the Doc's, I always asked questions and pushed them for answers even if I did not like them. The Docs are not used to that so if you can, I encourage you to challenge them. They need to remember that although you are very sick you are not dead! My Blog content has morphed over the years. It's all about my life experiences, definitely my opinions and the lifelong impacts of the disease that pop up from time to time. I am a Gen Xer & I have a lot to say about everything. Rarely do I hold back or turn on a sensitivity sensor. I post regularly on Facebook nowadays just because it is faster. I welcome your comments, questions or feedback.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

October 28, 2008

5 more days until I start my consolidated Chemotherapy. Tomorrow I go in for more lab draws & my PICC care. I am assuming that my counts should still be within normal limits as I am not excessively fatigued. I have been enjoying my hiatus from the hospital & all in all I feel pretty darn good. I have a little trouble getting out of bed some mornings, intermittent bone & joint pain along with twitches that creep up on me out of nowhere & the ever present night sweats is really all I can say that ails me. I would not think I had cancer if the doctors were not telling me that I do.

I have been trying to create my slide show with pictures from the Missing Link Halloween Party but for some reason Photo Bucket is not cooperating today. I have made it 3 times but it will not save it. So I am going to post the one I made for the Missing Link Website on here for now until I can get mine to work.

Paige went to her Cheer leading bonfire in stead of the Missing Link party & she said it was fun. Brandon,Katie & Zack went with us to the Missing Link Halloween Bash & they loved it. Brandon helped his dad set up our section of woods for the Hayride & once it got dark he was a monster. Katie was a semi goth chick but everyone was teasing her that she looked like Boy George, needless to say she did not like that. We tried to get to her to do some face painting on the little kids, I even bribed her with money but she would not do it. She ended up spending the night over at Katrina & Becka's afterwards. Zack was in awe of everything. There must have been over 70 kids that came not counting parents & he had a blast. He played all of the games & even bobbed for an apple & got one. He did the potato sack race with his dad & they both fell. On the Hay ride he kept pulling his hood down over his face when he would get scared. But he was not too scared because he rode through the haunted woods 3 more times. They all had a really good time.

I really loved my Orange Hair, the kids could spot me from a mile away!

Spike is really loving me being at home. When he is not on my lap, he is under my feet. He has been doing pretty well with the potty training. Every time I take him out he takes care of business right away. I am thankful for that especially since it is 31 degrees outside today.

Paige's fall Cheer leading Banquet is tonight so we have to go to that. Paula Parker came out to the house to visit me today. It was nice to visit outside of the hospital for a change. If I am up for it we plan to meet up with her & some other friends from ORW for dinner mid November in Marysville.

There really has not been to much going on. I finally completed my Senior Enlisted Joint Professional Military Education Course that I have been taking online. I plan to start on my Course 14 which is the Senior Non Commissioned Officer Academy correspondence course next week while I am in the hospital if my Chemo Brain does not kick in. I figure since I can't do my job maybe I can work on some of this other stuff I was putting off because of work.

Spike is laying here on my lap as I type this snoring away. It must be nice to be a dog...no worries

4 comments:

Unknown said...: hi honey, i'm glad you had such a good time at the party.it looked like fun. so , it looks like the first round did what it was suppose to do if you are doing the consolidated next time, right? i hope this next treatment goes even better and you make outstanding progress.love you bunches,tell everyone hi.love aunt bonnie; October 28, 2008 at 7:32 PM
Aunt Lynn said...: Hi Sandi,
Looks like everyone had a great time. Dogs are very theraputic creatures, you should look into taking Spike in with you for your next round of chemo. They may not allow that but I'd bet he could come in for visits. I'm still praying this round goes as well or better than the 1st round. Dennis hurt his knee at work on friday & doc pulled 50cc of bloody fluid off the knee so we're going for an MRI today to find out whats torn. Hopefully nothing too serious. Take care, we love you..talk to you soon.; October 29, 2008 at 7:52 AM
Niki said...: Hi Sandi! So glad to hear that you're feeling better! Keep those positive vibes flowin'!; October 29, 2008 at 7:00 PM
Ruth Gerding said...: Sandi,

I loved your orange hair...Halloween allows us to become anything and people don't really get too concerned...it seems that is what we should do everyday. It also makes us laugh, which we can do enough of...looks like things are going well for you. That is awesome! I will keep you in my prayers for a full recovery, as you start another segment next week. Keep smiling.

Ruth; October 30, 2008 at 7:51 AM

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Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body but, rather, to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, martini in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming, "WOoHOo! What a ride!!"
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The archives detail my journey through the leukemia treatments and clinical trials and a whole lot of tribulations that have lead me here which is also where I want to stay remission! My blog served as the central repository where everyone could stay informed. I did not have a Facebook back then. At first it felt weird having so much transparency but it was great therapy!

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What can YOU do for Cancer Warriors all over the world?

One answer is "Roll up your Sleeve!" You might not know that as a result of my treatment, my ability to produce enough of the various blood cells that we all take for granted were severely diminished. I received many units of red blood cells for my anemia and even more units of platelets to boost my immune system. You can help replace or bolster these products by making a donation at any Blood drive location. Each time someone gets an infusion it costs just under $3,000. When someone can get the blood & blood products for free from the Red Cross versus a Plasma Center it saves quite a bit.

Did you know you can give platelet's, you can donate unidonor platelets which is where the platelets of your blood are separated and the blood is cycled back into you. This takes about 2 hours. It normally takes about 10 units of blood or 10 people to do what one person can do if just platelets are donated. Additionally, this causes less chance of a reaction to the platelets and more chance they can be used. Most people are able to give platelet donations every two weeks or so. If you donate blood, you can't donate platelets for about 4-6 weeks.

Consider Becoming a Bone Marrow Donor. I still do not have a match and if this ugly beast rears it's head and I relapse I am going to need one my only option will be to get a bone marrow or stem cell transplant or die. In that process, the bone marrow is literally killed using chemotherapy/ radiation and replaced with that of a donor.The first place we looked was my immediate family members. My sister Sharon underwent testing to see if she was a match; unfortunately, she isn't. A second source is an unrelated donor normally through the National Marrow Donor Program ("NMDP"). My Wingman Joe Drake and Kim Sandusky for the 445 AES coordinated a Bone Marrow Drive while I was in the hospital. Many people join the NMDP registry as a result of knowing someone like me and wanting to help. In order to register, you must be willing to donate for ANYONE in need along with me.

How much is a life really worth in dollars?

Who ever thinks they will really have a price tag on your head? You would not believe how unrealistic the financial burden is that is placed upon someone going through cancer treatment. I am a planner and I was so unprepared for it; but, then is anyone every really prepared for that? I have had so many friends and family ask me what they could do to help. I address this in some of my archived posts. It was really tough for me to ask for financial assistance. Marcus and I were very fortunate that we both had stable jobs with the state at the time so we had decent insurance. What I did not factor after all the co-pays and the deductibles was all of the non-covered services, not to mention every department bills separately. It all added up very quickly. How quick? I will never forget the first bill I received from the James Cancer Hospital. It was for OVER 2 MILLION buckaroos and it only included my first 6 weeks of induction chemotherapy at the hospital. That did not include the X-Rays, Dr. fees, lab tests, ect. Its crazy but I laughed when I looked at but after awhile when the kids were not around I cried really hard because I just could not believe it & I knew I still was going to have almost another 14 months of treatments still. My credit score was around 750 when I was diagnosed with AML. Needless to say that is not where it stayed. If you are reading this know that anything and everything you sent helped. We almost lost our house because I was off work so long and the prescription costs depleted anything we had saved. It was hard economic times for everyone then and it is not much better now. I worried a lot about how all of this would impact my children's future. I can tell you I will be doing everything I can to mitigate a potential relapse. It took me awhile to realize we will never pay for it all. I had a real hard time accepting that; payment plans made it possible to salvage my credit. Bone marrow biopsys and aspirations went from quarterly, to annually to we'll se with follow-up. So for my fellow Cancer Warriors don't get too hung up on the medical bills. You are never going to be able to pay for them all. Once you are through the treatment set yourself up with payment plans that you can afford to pay on for the rest of your life. just make sure they are realistic ie. keep the payments small, you will have multiple billers. For everyone else, it is my intent to continue to share my story with others and what it has taught me. There is so little information out there that is positive. My mission now is to take all this experience and all your support and pay it forward. If you would like to contribute to this cause:

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